"See ya Tomorrow"

Hey friends and family!

This is the beginning of an 8 day stretch that I am to be going NON stop. haha, so I thought i'd sneak in a blog to tie you over in case I don't get a chance to blog until next week!!

This weekend has been really awesome so far.

Last night I drove down to Palmyra (that's right, I've got NEW WHEELS. pictured at right...lol.) and went to see Harry Potter with Bethany. It was SO fun. lol. It took my an hour to get there!! There was traffic because of a concert going on Hershey Park, I literally traveled 20 miles an hour almost the whole way there. lol. It was great, and raining, but I was having a good time anyway. :0) Even though it took me HOUR to get there, I was there half hour early and so Beth and I went to get dinner at this completely rockin' place called "Sheetz" it's a gas station, but also a pretty good distributor of glorious food. I got Three-Cheese Macaroni, as did Beth, and an OJ which we ate and drank in her car. It was 6:30 (our movie was supposed to start at 8) by the time we finished, and on a whim decided to go the theatre and get our tickets early..to beat the rush ya know? First friday in theatres and all....

We get there.....hardly anyone there....and there was a showing at 6:45. It was 6:37. SCORE. We got to go to the film EARLY and it wasn't even that packed. It was beautiful.

The movie itself, was the BOMB. Bethany and i were equally as impressed. I enjoy going to movies with Beth cause we are both jumpy and giggly. At one point I looked over at her, and both her and I are sitting there with our knees up to our chests, hands over mouth, and eyes wide. (it was a scary part.) Oh man, I giggled. We also would jump at the same time at a startling part and then laugh at ourselves....realize we were the only ones laughing...stop...and then silently giggle. It was really fun. We went home after the movie and watched the first Harry Potter movie cause she had it at the Baker's house. It was really cool to watch the beginning of such a great saga.

I drove home this morning after a fantastic breakfast of blueberry pancakes and an education on Sinkholes.

This afternoon was Doris Frysinger's memorial at our church. I had the honor of meeting this fantastic person but once before her passing. She was an enchanting lady as was demonstrated by her full and love-filled life. She praised Jesus even until the end. It was a very moving service. What got me the most was a devotional that Roy (her husband) shared with her a few days before she went home.

"It seems that 'good-bye' is a word all too prevalent in the Christian's vocabulary. Missionaries know it well. Those who sen them know it, too. The Doctor who leaves the city to work in the jungle hospital said it. Those who feed the hungry, those who teach the lost, all know the word 'good-bye'.

Airports. Luggage. Embraces. Taillights. "Wave to Grandma." Tears. Bus Terminals. Ship Docks. "Good-bye, Daddy." Tight throats. Ticket counters. Misty eyes. "Write me!"

Question: What kind of God would give you families and then ask you to leave them? What kind of God would give you friends and then ask you to say good bye?

Answer: A God who knows that we are only pilgrims and that eternity is so close that any "Good Bye" is in reality a "See you Tomorrow."

*sigh*

It was beautiful and SO true. I was reminded of all the times I've had to say good bye for good, and hated it. Wondering if these people I'm leaving will remember me in a few years, If i'll remember them, if we'll write, if i'll ever see them again. I was reminded of all the people I've known who have gone home to Jesus leaving me behind.

I cried even though I didn't know her. Hearing her sons and husband talk about her, made me want to live for what she lived for. And then I giggled to myself cause I already do. She lived for Jesus, and I'm living for Jesus.

Beautiful....Simply, Peacefully, Beautiful.

Next week started VBS, followed by a sleepover for the young kids, a pool party, and then youth group. All in 8 days. phewie. It's gonna be rough, and I'm going to be TIRED. so I ask your prayers for stamina. I'm gonna need it. :0)
Only Three weeks left and then I get home!!!! :0) Yippeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! It's SO funny, I'm already making plans to hang out with friends back home and spend every waking moment with my boyfriend. ( I REAAAALLLY miss him, if you didn't gather that already....hahahaha). it's so weird to make plans to go to the Pacific Ocean when I'm in Pennsylvania. ;0)

I love you all, and I can't wait to see you!!!!

Love

~ME

VBS: Only the Beginning...

Hello friends and family!!!!!

6 weeks down and 4 to go!! It's gone by SO fast, crazy huh? I hope the next four go by just as fast, and also not as fast. lol. I just know that when I get to the end of my time here I won't be able to wait to get home, but I'm going to be SO sad to leave at the same time. I've made some awesome friends here, and have created from awesome relationships that I want to keep beyond the summer. One part of me can't visualize myself living, and the other part of me never left home. Hmmmmm, well God will sort me out thankfully. haha.

Today was a pretty fun day. I spent all my time working on VBS stuff. I made a surf board!!!! I painted it, and cut it out! I almost died doing it... lol. That knife thinger is pretty dangerous. but don't worry I dominated it. Bwahahahaha.

A friend came to help us out today in terms of painting and she is a WIZARD with paint and art and things. She painted a back ground scene for out stage that was ultimately the best thing ever. lol. Apparently this church hasn't done much in terms of VBS in the past years. Like NOTHING. No decorations or costumes or anything. So what we are doing for next week is going to be like Disneyland for these kids. I am so excited to be a part of it... and to have contributed a SURF BOARD....made of cardboard...but made with SO much love.... teehee. I'm really happy that these kids are going to get a taste of how much they are loved for the week.

I'm overall in charge of the dramas. Which means I have a team of three actors, hahaha, including myself and we get to open the VBS night and then do the story-telling and then close the night with a skit. It should be really fun... I'm meeting with my team on Thursday night and kind of planning everything out and running through things. I'm excited to see it fall together. It may be kind of low budget, but it's going to be the BEST ever. :0D

This Sunday, I am also leading worship for the 9am service. And I just got the order of worship down today at the request of Pastor Belita. I'm a little nervous about leading worship cause I haven't done it since before Jr. High. But see that's what life is about, jumping in head first and being unafraid to make mistakes. So here I go, a-mistake making. Wish me luck! lol.

I almost forgot! Highlight of the past week was getting to hang out with my East Coast family! Aunt Sandy came and picked me up last Saturday and we went to Grandma and Grandpa's house to have lunch (which was fantastic!!! Grandma fed us veggies and potatoes from her own garden!). Uncle Ed, Jason, the Grandparents, Aunt Sandy and I were all there. It was really cool to see everyone. I've missed them lots. Then Aunt Sandy, Uncle Ed, and I went to see Transformers. Holy crow that movie was LOUD. I went in with super low expectations and so was not disappointed as others have been. As far as a Micheal Bay big movie, full of explosions, and one liners....it was pretty good. I had fun. Ed and Sandy seemed to enjoy it too, so that made me happy. lol. Ed drove me home and we had a good conversation. I realized some where in the course of the afternoon that I had never hung out with my family without my parents around. It made me miss home, but I really enjoyed getting to see my family with out the eyes of my Parents. :0)

Well I'm fixin' to watch 'The Princess Bride". It's going to be on the ABC family channel. LOL. I haven't had cable in so long, i feel so spoiled. teehee.

I hope you all have a wonderful week, and I'll try to blog again before the week is up. The rest of the week has me out rather late each night and then occupied on Saturday and tied up Sunday...so maybe Monday?

I'll talk to you then.

Love you all so much!!!

Love

~ME

Stop it Uzzah! *ZAAP* uh-oh....

Hey Friends and Family (and Now uncle Ed, special shout out, cause you haven't been getting these blogs. lol....well late night time reading for you to keep you company! lol....i sawwry)

Anyhizzle, It's been an interesting past few days.... hahaha....when hasn't it been an interesting past few days you might ask......well I might answer....never. It's always interesting around these here parts.Pastor Belita is back and in action. It's been good to have her around the office again, like the final puzzle piece for Harrisburg First Church fell nicely into place. On the other hand....that actually means I have to get work done *sigh* ....i kid i kid. I worked the whole time.... Promise. ;0)

Today we had the Volunteer Luncheon for people who help out in the Office with Administrative stuffs and junks. I was in charge of planning and putting it together. I'm pretty happy with how it turned out and so were the volunteers who attended, so that made me quite happy.
Now, however, I am beat. I could really sit down, fall over, and sleep for the remainder of the day as my morning was dedicated to getting that luncheon up and running. Phewwwwie. I am sleepy...

Well i wanted to share a bit about what God and I have been chatting about. Lately I've been going through this Daily Devo book called "Streams in the Desert" and it's a little compilation of stories, insights, poems, and quotes to help get us through the tough times, which really....is every single day. LOL. So yes, anyway, I've been really enjoying it. On July 6th, however, God said BAM. and I said, "whoa." He said... "What now sugar?" and I said, "Cool." lol.
There is a scripture I have always struggled with, and it's the one about Uzzah and how he tried to catch the Ark of the Covenant when the ox stumbled and the Ark almost fell. I've always been like, "Hey God..that wasn't necessary, the dude was only trying to help!!" ...and then it hit me. He was trying to help.

So the dude who wrote for July 6th, said it this way: he says that Uzzah got zapped cause he touched something he should have let alone. If something is completely God's, it's been completely given to him....don't touch it people!!! You'll mess it up!

So let's look at Jen for a minute here.... about (and Kristi's gonna have to help me with this one) two years ago? one year ago? two years ago... I think... I was baptized in the Clark's backyard pool, not at a salvation statement (that came when I was 8 or something)...but as a Promise to my Heavenly Daddy that I was gonna take my hands off my future and give to him as a gift. He gave me eternal life, so I gave him my earthy life. Seemed fair to me. Ever since then, whenever I start making decisions about my future and say something like "I'm going here to school..." or "I'm going to do this or that" God says, "Nope. You're doing this...remember, you promised."

*sigh*

SO...to make a long story longer, God reminded me that my future belongs to him and I had better stop messin' with it. lol. This is both comforting and terrifying. Yippeeeeee.... LOL. But terrifying or not, it sure makes life interesting..

Aside from the distant future, I'm looking forward to this saturday. Aunt Sandy is coming to get me, and we are going to see a movie! Yippeedoodles! Transformers!!! WOOT. I've decided that's what I need to survive this week for. lol.

Pastor Gerald just came in and informed me of some work i need to be doing, so I'm off! I hope you are all having a spectacular week!

I love you!
Love
~ME

Simply.

Happy Fourth of July my friends and family!

I hope you are all having a beautiful day full of friends, family, and fireworks. My day has been pleasant in its own way.

The picture at the right is of my this morning...I found Simply Orange (FANTASTIC orange juice) at the grocery store in town...and I was sharing this with Laura, so I decided to share it with you too!!! That's also in the kitchen of the house I'm living at. :0)

I am now officially with out wheels!!! :0) I picked Grandma and Grandpa up at the airport around 5:30pm and they headed off home from there. It was good to see them and hear about their trip a little bit. Other than seeing them I've had a pretty quite day to myself. The weather was beautiful today....i have caught myself thinking more than once about what this land looked like 200 some odd years ago when our forefathers were fighting for freedom. It's really weird being on the land that was stained with so much sweat and blood over freedom. I've found myself wondering what these hills would look like with out all the houses and industry piled on top of it. What battles (that never made the history books) happened where? Why does it still feel like some of us are fighting for freedom today?

America's battle may have been won, but what about the rest of the world? We are all one family, this whole world.... i'm ready for all the violence to stop....for peace to prevail again. I'm ready to go back to the Garden. Jesus? please? Soon?

On a different note, i ask your prayers for the Harrisburg Congregation. A dear member was lost to cancer this morning at 11:45am..her name is Doris Frysinger, and she was a very active member of the church....well loved by everyone who met her. I even had the honor of meeting her before she passed. Pray that hearts will be comforted, because she has been graciously called Home. She's the lucky one, after all, we're still here. Her husband needs some extra prayer, he just lost the love of his life and has battled depression for parts of his life. So pray that the devil won't grab hold of that and destroy him. Let light prevail. He needs Daddy right now, to grieve in a healthy way, and walk day by day knowing she's okay.

Pastor Belita is home also. I am looking forward to talking to her about her thoughts on conference and her vacation travels. I hope she comes back rested and ready to go. ;0) She's leading worship tomorrow, which I'm sure is divine intervention.

For me- i am asking God right now for guidance, and a clear way to what I'm supposed to be doing when I get home. I can feel a shift in my soul...or maybe a magnification. I don't know. I'm waiting for God to tell me what this inner peaceful chaos means for me. Discernment is what I need...to hear God's call on my life more clearly. That's my desire. Also, at the same time to remain present here in Harrisburg. i am growing closer and more in love with the kids in this city... many of them have attitude problems and super rough backgrounds that I am thankful i can't relate to...but my heart breaks for them. I wanna love them, to help teach them better ways to deal with conflict than guns, hitting, and emotional damage.

Well I'm pretty tired...and getting more busy as I reach the middle of my time here. So my blogs may become little inconsistent, but I will try to keep you updated as much as I can!

I love you all, and continue to pray for you as I am here!!!

I love you!!!!! OODLES.

Love

~ME

Public Safety Meeting

Hello all!

I've got sort of an easy day today so I decided to dedicate part of my day to writing this blog. :0) Just cause I love you guys so much.

Last night Josiah and I went to City Hall for a Public Safety Meeting. This meeting was designed so that members of the community could voice concerns and solutions about the recent extreme violence in the neighborhood. It was conducted by the Head of the Public Safety committee for the city, and unless I am mistaken, she was a woman of God quoting scripture before the meeting began. I really appreciated the way she set it up saying that this was not to be a blame fest, but a meeting for solutions. Everyone is at fault, so don't point fingers, just offer solutions. As far as I'm concerned, everyone played by the rules....except this one guy who got up and started complaining about parking tickets. 0_0 for real? wow....she shut him up right quick, thankfully.

Josiah and I didn't stay for the whole meeting, because we had been invited to dinner that night, but had it not been for the hunger in our stomachs we might not have left. Everyone seemed to be providing some really sane and well thought out solutions to this violence. Most of the ideas involved getting the kids off of the streets and into programs, and reinforcing the curfew in the neighborhood, which they also suggested be moved from 11pm to an early time. I totally agree with that. Elementary school kids have no business being on the streets after 9.... let alone 11. They should be sleepin!!!! or something... come on now.

It was also really interesting to see parents harping on parents. Instead of spending the time blaming the kids for the violence, they were blaming themselves for not being better parents and watching out for their kids. One man said, "We have to get these parents out of the bars and hair salons, and into the lives of their children!" I say Amen to that. The people who spoke their minds also had something to say about community. They said it needed to be reinforced, one lady said, "Do not yell at me for correcting your child. Back me up, like I'd back you up for correcting my child." They want to create a tough love kind of environment where kids have their biological parents and also a group of other respectable adults that will hold them accountable in their life. The parents called for parents to stand up and BE a parent, NOT a friend. These kids need parents, and I'll bet a million dollars they want parents too.

I'm praying that all these solutions and quotes get heard by the people in charge, and that action is taken. The police can only do so much. It's up the community in a lot of ways, to patrol their own streets and protect their own families. And they are aware of that, and in some cases have even started their own community safety squads and things. Kudos to them.

After the meeting we went to Doris and Woody Ziegler's house for dinner.....

BEST DINNER OF MY YOUNG LIFE.

Doris made stir-fry, mashed potatoes, potato stuffing bread thingy, beef something other, gravy, salad, fruit, and her own bread. YUUUUUUUUUUUMMMY. It all tasted GLORIOUS. And for desert we had our choice of chocolate-peanut butter cake, rhubarb pie, and ice cream. I had the cake and ice cream. My tummy was so happy... i might as well have already been in heaven.

*** We interrupt your regular program for a weather warning***

Jimminy Christmas!! It's raining outside like there is NO tomorrow. Sideways....and everything. Holy cows on ice!!! There is a river coming in down the street!!! Daaaaaaang.

*** Thank for your attention***

So far today has been easy and un-exciting...except for the torrential down-pour.

Love you all, hope you are having a beautiful week.

P.S. Special shout out to Kristi Anne Hawkins for getting an amazing job at APU! YOU GO GIRL.

Love

~ME

The Sweetest Place on Earth...has problems with entrances...

Hello awesome people!

I think it's been a few days since i last wrote. I'm sorry for this. It's been pretty hectic in Harrisburg lately, and some late nights i'd rather be reading or watching t.v. than writing, but I'd figure to give it a shot tonight!

Just to start off, I don't know how many of you keep up with Harrisburg news (probably none of you....i only do it because the headlines are on my street...lol) but it's been pretty rough around here lately. Something 18 shootings in the past 11 days, and that's only the last I heard a few days ago. Since then I think I've heard 2 to 4 more gun shots, and a lot of ambulance chatter. It's getting ridiculous. Many of the shootings are happening on Hummel St (the location of the church) or in the very near surrounding streets. I've seen flowers and memorials near telephone polls that weren't there two weeks ago. It's heartbreaking. Many of the kids in the youth group live on this street, and may have witnessed some of the happenings this past week. I ask your prayers for the safety of those on and around Hummel St. For wisdom from the city's leaders, and for the minds of those involved that they would have a little imagination so they can solve their conflicts beyond gunfire. It's unnerving for me to hear gunshots from a few street away, could you imagine hearing them right outside your window?

ANYHOW. I desire to move on.

Today Bethany (palmyra intern) and myself ventured out to Hershey park! It was lots of fun. here are my high lights from the day:

1. Hershey Park is right next to Chocolate World and Zoo America, Beth and I had the HARDEST time imaginable trying to find the entrance to Hershey Park. We did several u-turns, and eventually ended up in the right place. THANKFULLY. but holy crow, we must have driven circles around the place before it bit us in the behind.

2. We were about to get on a ride entitled "The SooperDooperLooper" (I kid you not) and we didn't see any loops on the ride. There were no harnesses normally required for loops, so we assumed the loops were horizontal swirlies. As we reach the top of the drop, I look to my left and see something that looks remarkably like a loop. 'Bethany' I says 'is that us?' She says, 'No it can't be.' i say 'we're about to find out.' and low and behold we had just enough time to grab our bags at our feets before the whole world turned upside down. We laughed about that for the rest of the day.

3. The weather was perfect, except the time we got in the longest line in the WHOLE park and fried to death beneath the sun's unrelenting rays. However, we were wearing sunscreen so I stand before you only a slightly darker shade of white. ;0) That line was 2 hours, about, but the ride was SO worth it.

4. Upon leaving the park, we found our way out and made a right on a street called Derry. We didn't recognize the road, but figured it was the right call. I look up at some point and say "That's a Roller Coaster" sure enough.....we were back at the park. Confuzzeled, we laughed at ourselves and turned around managing to find our way back to Bethany's in one piece. LOL. I laughed a lot.

5. The drive home for me, was BEAUTIFUL. I was jammin' out to Praise Mix Josiah made a while ago, and oh man oh man oh man. This world is beautiful. The sun hit the trees just right, and the hills were rollin like it was no bodies business. The clouds were perfect and fluffy.... *sigh* i love moments like that.

Now I am home. Heather and John and the kids went camping so I have the house all to myself. Woot woot. I'm totally in the basement minding my own business anyway. Houses you aren't used to tend to make noises to freak you out just because they can. So since I'm used to the basement, here I sit... completely content. With my mice.....

AND MY BOOK. Holy Moses..... how many of you have read "The Poisonwood Bible"? This thing is really rather well written. I absolutely HATE the Father in the story (i think we are supposed to) but man I can't out it down. I keep thinking, 'I'll just read one more chapter.' and Twelve chapters later I fall asleep. lol. It's beautiful...and oh so heartbreaking and frustrating. *sigh* I can't wait to find out what happens next.....

I hope you are all doing well. I miss you all dearly, and long to see your beautiful faces at the end of the summer! :0D Keep me in your prayers! Pray for whatever you so glean from these blogs...i've discovered I have issues asking for specific prayers for myself. Seriously... sometimes my mind goes blank and I forget that i have things to pray for about myself. Good and Bad. lol. Well there you go.

I love you, I miss you all.

Until we meet again,
~ME

No more running.

Hello fellow awesome people,

Much has happened in the past few days...and all of it exciting, challenging, and hopefully fulfilling. But let me start with today....

Today I got to do the most awesome thing in the world. Something that I have always wanted to do, and FINALLY got a chance to do it. What was this awesomely monumentous task?

I got to create a myspace page for the Harrisburg Youth Group. EEK.

It was totally fun. I spent hours over it. Mostly trying to figure out how to customize the layout of the profile...only to find out that the myspace profile I was trying to customize was a very basic setting and new to the MySpace editors... and therefore my hours of hard work....down the drain. BUT. Jesus is cool, and this new layout allows in house customizing, and just happened to have the look i was going for. Urban, but not Graffiti, colorful, and spirited. I like my final product. I....think i may be in love with creating and organizing. It's the stagemanager in me. Who knew?

I also got to show off my excel skills (special thank you to my old boss Brian Tresner for teaching me all I know) to make an attendance sheet for the youth, and a contact sheet. Who knew filing, and keeping up excel databases would help in youth ministry? Jesus, that's who. Booooo yah. :0)

Aaaaaaaand, we're backtracking.

Sunday was a blast and a half. I got to lead worship playing guitar and singing for the first time ever in front of a group larger than 11. (The Interns being the first big group of people i've ever played for). I think it went as well as it could have gone for three people who had never played or sang together before. :0) Over all, I'd give it an A-. I'm really looking forward to a time when my eyes aren't glued to my chord sheet so I can observe others praising and singing, enjoying it as much as I am. I think that's what I missed out on, on Sunday. *sigh* Oh well.

Youth Group. Holy moses. The kids were 1000s of times better this week than they were last week. However, they can only recover so fast from being jr. highers, so I forgive them that much. We went over a song called "Dead and Gone" by T.I. feat. Justin Timberlake. They seemed to really get it. Josiah talked about how T.I. had a really messed up life, and when he got arrested, the experience was enough to turn his life around. Now he's writing positive songs so that kids, like the ones in the youth group, don't make the same mistakes he does. Sweet right? I was thrilled. Yay T.I.!! Afterwards, we ate some pizza and played some games.

To end the pretty cool night, we went bowling. hip hip hooray! We only had a few behavioral hiccups, but for the most part these kids were having so much fun playing! :0) It was great. It tickles me to death, they call me Miss Jen. teehee. Totally cute, and i think they are starting to warm up to me. It makes me really happy. I'm having loads of fun, and I just know the end of the summer is going to be bittersweet.

So those were my highlights of the past few days. I had my first MCT (Ministerial Committee Team....or something like that....) This was a frustrating meeting. It may have even hurt my heart a little bit... It was full of worry. Full of what ifs, and we dont have a plans. *sigh* Eventually I said, "I would encourage you not to worry. God will take care of it. The vision statement you want will be given to you when you pray about it."

Oh ye of little faith... I can hear my lord whispering these words to me. They have their mission. They have a plan. They are just so worried about what the church will look like in 10 years, they are missing the present. They are missing what they have, and what they are currently doing. ARGH. It must be clear that when I say "they" i am speaking of the various Team Leaders. The Pastoral Staff has their head on straight. Josiah spoke up and shared the same thoughts as I, and Marisel's thoughts were also with ours though she did not speak. It's just so hard to tell an aging person not to worry about a church they are so invested in. But Jesus is. and if they are having trouble listening, somebody has to be that voice.

I think the most important thing that has been happening in my heart the last few days, is the constant stream of convictions Daddy has been streaming into my heart.

He's been bringing back to mind that testimonies of the Pastors we heard at Orientation. Almost every single one of them spent years and years running from the call Daddy gave them before accepting it...and I have even heard testimonies of people pushed into ministry with out being called by our Lord, instead being called by the earth...because the earth saw a need. Poo on the earth. Why did they run? I totally understand the reasoning... pastoral ministry is not a walk in the park. It barely pays the bills, has the potential to drain every part of your light if you're not careful, it means long hours, endless meetings (many of which are not needed), constant change, constantly moving from place to place dragging your family with you, losing your job over something ridiculous because it's people we work with and Lord knows we aren't perfect, all this to say- It's the most challenging life imaginable, and if done to it's fullest, the most rewarding.

I was 15 when Jesus whispered to me that I was going to make a difference, that i was set apart to be a part of a miraculous adventure. Since then people have laughed at me, wondered if they could talk me out of it, pushed me into acting, complimented me in all the right ways to unknowingly lead me a different direction than i'd originally been called. And I am here thankful for each and every laugh, dismissal, and unhelpful nudge. :0) Honestly, and genuinely. I now know that I'm suited for nothing else but ministry. I am not going to run.

Why waste time? I think of all the good those Pastors are doing now, and I think to myself - what could God have in store for me if I start now? I'm not coming down on those Pastors...hahah, one of them happens to be my mommy whom I dearly love and respect, they ran until God needed them most and then fell into His plan perfectly. God's a genius like that.

So here I sit, not knowing my next move, or even where I'll end up for seminary honestly. But the beauty of it is, I'm taking that blind leap of faith and trusting that God will open doors and light my way as long as I keep tuned to his Spirit and his love.

YIPPEE!!!!

*ponders* How am I going to explain this to my Acting professors? :0D

I've kept you long enough, kudos to those of you who are still reading. I love you dearly.

Until next time,

~ME